This is it, the end of my second 100% complete 90 day Bikini Body Mommy challenge. 6.0 is officially over!! I have some serious mixed feelings about the end of this one, and what is in store for me next.
I wasn't looking forward to today. I knew it wasn't going to be awesome. I didn't realize it was going to be this bad though. Needless to say, I'm not feeling very good about myself or my "progress" right now.
Day 60 is here, meaning I'm two thirds of the way through this challenge. I have one month left to reach my goals I set forward for this particular challenge. Honestly, that doesn't seem like enough time.
It's the halfway point!! I was reminded today that I really need to take my own advice more often. Never trust/rely on the scale.
I have this really bad habit of stepping on the scale every morning and every night. I tell myself that it's because I like to see how much weight I lose overnight. That it's just something I do for the sake of curiosity.
I like to lie to myself and ultimately make myself feel badly on a daily basis.
Confession time: I was dreading today's weigh in. I've been seriously slacking on my nutrition and I haven't been as amped about my workouts lately, and my weight and measurements reflected that today. I back pedaled a bit and gained back most of what I lost in the first 15 days. My fit test scores were better, but I think a lot of that was because I was mad at myself for letting my nutrition slide and I was punishing myself.
Fit test days are always filled with mixed emotions for me. I'm excited but nervous and anxious to see my results. I've been paying attention to my diet (I've even been eating oatmeal everyday) and trying to make healthier choices, but sometimes I screw up. I'm human, what can I say? This past weekend, for example, I shared a mini molten cake from Chili's with Mike and Connor. It was delicious and 100% worth it. Then Sunday, we hung out with my mom and sister and I ate way too many cookies. I have a weakness for fresh baked goods.
6.0 90 day challenge opened today. I had intended to wait and start the challenge on Sunday to give me Saturdays as my rest days, but I was just too excited and I couldn't wait! I took my measurements this morning, weighed myself and then I spent all day waiting for Connor and Kylar to get sleepy at the same time so I could jump into the fit test and ab series.